exhausted.busy...i need a BREAK!!!

1st of ol,sorry 2 my dear blog 4 being inactive to u..n i 4got 2 upload pics of last gawai hols..

noe y??

this early 4 wiks really drove me to crazy.exhausted,tired.stressed.confused.happy.

starting with malam bakat 4 new students,malam gawai n tadau kaamatan,going back home,celebrating burfday wit bro n fmly,assignments,being a secretary 4 BIG Siri 2 n now,blogging..

again,love prob struck me..
--> I cannot hold tis feelin anymo n pretend to be happy,just to soothe my own feelings...Being single is a lot wiser than being in a WRONG relationship on ♥..

till then,goodnite (@_@)

Praise the Lord!

a new semester..28 June 2010..2nd sem,i stil left with 6 more sem..cant wait 2 finish up tis whole degree prog..

it wasnt easy 2 b at hostel after 1 month of hols..personally,i miss my homieee very much..home-made cooks..besides,i miss mum,dad,sisters~momoi n memei,relatives~yeyen,titin,cia,toby,nina n jijia...aiya..i realised tat i must get rid of tis feelin..i shud let it go..if not,homesick la jd nya..hehe..b matured,BEATRICE!!

1 more thg 2 share,i was surprised wit my exam result..unexpected..yeah,in my last post,i did mention tat i'm feelin so down,feelin empty b4 n during d exam..but sumhow,i struggled til d end n guess wat,I MADE IT..thank God for his blessings n help..all my hard work was paid off finally..thanks to my beloved parents,sisters n frens 4 ur wonderful prayers n supports..yeayyyy,,i'm hapy wit my pointer..3.75 n i hope tat i can improve it in every sem 2 come..In Jesus name,I pray..AMEN..

Praise the Lord! Alleluia!

hapy hols everyone!!!

it's exactly 1 month since my last post..huh,quite bz preparing 4 my exam ol tis while..luckily,it was OVER..yeahhh..i'd gave my best n i hope tat i wil excel in tis exam..

GAWAI was OVER too..i'l upload some of my gawai pics soon!!

gtg..:))

e.m.p.t.y.

I feel empty,hollow on the inside of my heart..as if nothing excites me..I duno wat thing that truly leads to the emptiness of my heart..i feel that something is missing..haihh,wat's actly happen???i can't think of anything in tis moments.It's as if I were a shell,or only an empty package,n I want tis feelin to go away before it gets worse n makes me do things i do not want to do.

Watever it is,i must b strong.i must get prepared for my comin exam which falls on 20,24,25 n 26 May..cant wait 4 the holidays..i miss my sisters so muchhh...

For d moment,i just keep myself closer to God..i offer up everythg to God tat God will give me a peace of heart..He is my best-friend ever....

is HEART meant to be BROKEN???

;((

life is complicated but love is even more complicated...

huh,heal me pls..wil b having my exam 2nite but i cant get rid of this feeling..sadness,loneliness.

Dear Beatrice,stop thinking abt d LOVE matter at d moment..FOCUS on ur EXAM!!!