What should i say?

Have faith that what happens is for the best, whether you understand it or not.

I wanna say this:

Semula ku tak tahu
Engkau juga kan ingin memilikinya
Bukankah ku lebih dulu
Bila engkau temanku
Sebaiknya tak mengganggu

Dia untukku
Bukan untukmu
Dia milikku
Bukan milikmu
Pergilah kamu
Jangan kau ganggu
Biarkan aku
Mendekatinya

Kamu
Tak akan mungkin
Mendapatkannya
Karena dia
Berikan aku
Pertanda cinta
Janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi...ohh
Dia Untuk aku

Bukankah belum pasti
Kamu juga kan jadi
Dengan dirinya

Dia yang menentukan
Apa yang kan terjadi
Tak usah mengaturku

Dia untukku
Bukan untukmu
Dia milikku
Bukan milikmu
Lihatlah nanti
Lihatlah saja
Biarkan aku
Mendekatinya

Kamu
Tak akan mungkin
Mendapatkannya
Karena dia
Berikan aku
Pertanda juga
Janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi oohh

Kusarankan engkau mundur saja...ooo

But,i know i shouldn't say that...Perhaps,i may say this:

tersentak aku seketika
seakan-akan tak percaya
saat ku lihat kau telah berdua
sebelum sampai diriku melepas rindu

tak satupun kata terucap
ketika ku tanya mengapa
airmata penyesalan mengalir deras
itu pun tak bisa kembalikan dirimu

reff:
ku maafkan semua ini
walau tak ingin lagi ku melihatmu
ku maklumi ketidaksabaranmu menanti
bejana cinta yg ku tinggal sesaat
sudahlah, lupakanlah
tak mungkin lagi kau ku miliki

The song of my heart!

Selena - Dreaming of You

Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I'd stay up and think of you

And I'd wish on a star

That somewhere you are thinking of me too

Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight

Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Then here in my room,

Dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you even see me

And I wonder if you know I'm there

If you looked in my eyes

Would you see what's inside?

Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close

But so far, all I have are dreams of you

So, I wait for the day and the courage to say

How much I love you(Yes, I do)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight

Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Then here in my room,

Dreaming about you and me

Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you

Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin

Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I'd stay up and think of you

And I still can't believe that you came up to me

And said, "I love you; I love you too"

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight

Till tomorrow, and for all of my life

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Then here in my room,

Dreaming with you endlessly...

It describes my feeling well right now.i miss u.i miss u.i miss u. :(

Can I cry???

T.T

That describes my feeling right now.

I dont know why.

urgh...

I dunno what happen to me lately...

too many things puzzled in my mind...

too many trials that I have to face...

too many problems that need to be solved...

I dun wanna T.T

but it is d best remedy to feel good...

(at last,teardrops on my cheeks)

I'm not perfect.

I cant make everyone feels happy when they are with me, or agree with all the time.

(i guess,everyone feels d same way too right?)

And i wont expect perfection too...

I want to be myself,

I want to be who I am and be comfortable with it no matter what anyone else thinks.

Now, Im tired of feeling bad about myself.

and I want to start a brand new life.

I want to enjoy the little things in my life.

I want to forget about what people thinks about me.

I just want to live life to the fullest.

err,mean to say,live life with no worries.

Life is never easy, no one said it's easy n yeah,we know it's not.

but, as long as i remain true to myself and be who I am, i think it would be a little less harder.

Before i ended this post, I wanna ask for forgiveness if i ever hurt anyone of u.

So sorry, i didnt meant it.

And i wanna grab this chance to thank all my loved ones for always being there when i'm sad.

Thanks for the words of encouragement.

Thanks for the inspiration.

I LOVE YOU!

My Lord, my saviour!

My family

My younger sister

My elder sister

My relatives

My room mate

My lil cousins

My 1st prince, RALPH

My 2nd prince, RYAN

Till then, i wanna rest my mind.

zzzzzz....

Phrase of the day:

Being yourself isn't really about trying to be unique or fitting in. It's more about learning to like and accept yourself and letting society fit around you. If people don't accept you for being the way you are, then those people aren't worth anything.