Monday, November 14, 2011

i dreamed of YOU

hey you, i miss you.
i dreamed of you few days ago.
keep thinking of you here.
haihhh, nevermind, as you said..let God decide the best for us :D
wait and pray.
i dont mind if you are the special one that God has reserve for me.

mula lah nak melalut..ok,sekian,ada 3 paper lagi..wheeee!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

the beginning of the battle~

the first day of the exam.
one down, five more to go :)
be patience, Beatrice!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Otakku tepu.

Fokus kan orang kat atas ni blaja?
haha.bak kata orang sarawak,eksen jak ya :P

semakin bertambah sem, semakin malas nak blaja.
semakin bertambah sem, semakin susah nak mengingat.
2 hipotesis yang aku buat...
im not sure whether it happened to me alone or not.
however, that's the truth..

tapi, exam tetap exam.
tak boleh escape.
i must face the truth.
6 papers. ok,don't give up. bye.

-a young lady who has a 'concentrated brain' at the moment-

Sunday, November 6, 2011


Remember this dear fren,
He said "Do not worry. Leave everything to Me. I will take care of everything. If you worry, you are not making Me happy. "

See, it sounds so simple yet many of us tend to feel worry about what we have, what we're going to wear, what we're going to eat, what we're going to drink...n so on..

Let me share with u this scripture:
Jesus says, “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?” (Matthew 6:25)

So, here's the key -FAITH. God wants us to walk by faith. Why should we ever worry again?

Worry is unnecessary. Because there is one thing that matters most in our life. Put Him first:
'But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.' (Matthew 6:33)

Frankly speaking, within these two months, i worried about lotsa things. =.='
But then, after I read a book, it mentioned that God doesn't like to see His children feeling worry or doubt about His ability.
So, when i started to feel worry, I directly recalled about what i've read. From that moment, I really lift up everything to God's hands.
Do not feel bad if u're lacking of anything, for He knows what we need. Seriously, the statement 'WORRY IS A SIN' affects my life a lot. I began not to worry but continue to live a happy life.
Jesus says, 'Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.' (Matthew 6:34)

So, keep reminding urself that WORRY IS A SIN!
Trust me, have a try and u will see how God works in ur life.

Based from my own experience,
God's princess.

all the best Beatrice!

gahhhh..exam is just around the corner.
3 days left.
to my dearest frens,all the best n may God bless all of us!

Friday, November 4, 2011

i miss u.SERIOUSLY!

agree. totally agree.
but whatever it is, i must admit this: I MISS U A LOT.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Hello sunrise!

Taken at Kem Alapong, Lundu, Sarawak.
God's creations are wonderful! :D

Convocation Photoshoot!

21 October, my phone rang...
Someone: Catalia is here again. They need ppl to help them. Do u mind?
Me: Oh, i dont mind. It's my pleasure... :)))

n that's how it began..
22-23 October, im helping the photographer team for the convocation photoshoot.lotsa of graduates came to our booth n it was really challenging when it came to the peak hour (even there was 4 studio) being built up..
sampai tiga empat orang beratur...fuhhhh,penat mmg penat tapi besttttttt!

firstly, i learned how to set up the lightings n the softbox. i learned how to set up my camera aperture & shutter speed according to the value that we hv choose for the lighting. (is it aperture value??? not so sure about the term)...after set up the lighting and synchronize the camera with the lighting, haaaa..sampai masa untuk mencuba.
Since im the only woman photographer, hahahaha, so i became the model jap..hahahahaha..
Seriously, im not photogenic n i've to admit that i prefer being a photographer then being a model... (i wonder how am i going to get married later..mesti spoil gambar kahwin.hahahaha)

secondly, i learned a lot about studio photography.last July,i was just in the marketing team and the terms were so new to me...but this time, the chance being in the photographing team was indescribable.thank u to bg Fad,bg pia,bg suhaimi,pak tam,bg amy n bg faiz for the knowledges n advices. :))

next destination, 24-25 October, since there was only two studios being built up, so i was chose to be in the marketing team again..
sekarang, baru aku tahu camna feel salesman/woman kena reject if they try to promo something...hahaha...
seriously, it boosted my confidence level to approach ppl whom i didnt know at all.
n i learned one more thing, the skill of how to attract ppl to come to our booth. u need to smile, greet them nicely n then tell them about the speciality of your studio. hihikkk. yes, it sounds easy but fuhhhhhhh, when u experience it, then u'l know how scary it can be...

so, i wanna thank God for this great gift He have given me. I love Him!

till then, more photos coming up. keep viewing ya :))

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

thank you ROOMMATE!

two years being her was a great experience after all.
Audrey Liana Anding, yes, she's the one!
thank you dear for being with me, in time of sadness and happiness~
n sorry for all my misbehaviors..
hopefully,we can be roommate again next year!
may God continue to guide you throughout your life.