Monday, May 16, 2011

Too hard to describe.

I learned something today:

Do not take things for granted. If you love someone or something, prove it. Don't play with people's heart. It's TOO FRAGILE to be broken. If you want, make sure you appreciate it. If you don't want, better be sincere with your own feeling.

Never give your FALSE HOPE if you're not into it. You may hurt yourself n even others too.

Never force people to love you. No point bah. At first, people may do it because of his/her sympathy. But at last, that love may means nothing. It will surely fade away. So, in a relationship, look for the one who truly loves you and i can guarantee that u'l find no regret in your life.


Last note: Thanks a lot for teaching me the meaning of lives. I'm phobia of falling in love again.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

SIAPA AKU?


Hmmm..

Aku selalu tertanya-tanya,apakah pandangan orang tentang aku?Lumrah manusia la kan…

And this what I used to hear..

· Skema

· Budak pandai

· Alim

· Lurus bendul (ikut je arahan)

· High class

Bagi aku, “label-label” macam ni la kadang-kadang buat orang takut nak dekat dengan aku,takut nak kawan dengan aku…

So,biar aku katakan pada seluruh dunia siapa aku sebenarnya.

ü SKEMA???errrr..not really.n i’m not NERDY too..orang salu cakap orang opsyen sains ni nerdy.pls la, tlg la jgn fikir mcm tu..frankly speaking,I’m not into books.BUKU memang kawan baik aku tp time exam je.hahaha.n one more thing,tak semestinya orang pakai spek tu budak nerd.aku pakai spek bukan sebab aku rajin baca buku tapi sebab aku dulu suka tengok tv dekat-dekat..my fault.

ü Budak pandai??? hahaha..jangan menilai kepandaian orang melalui result exam or pointer..hehe.sbb kepandaian ni sangat abstrak.cemerlang akademik tak semestinya cemerlang aspek lain.maybe im good in certain things,but dlm benda lain,kadang-kadang aku pun perlu tunjuk ajar orang juga.everyone is not perfect.that’s it.mcm aku,aku tak pandai fizik dan aku sangat susah untuk jatuh cinta dengan fizik..

ü Alim???hmmm..how to say owh…proud to say,I’m God’s child.n He is my superhero…though I used to go to church,doesn’t mean that I’m not sinful at all,doesn’t mean that I’m totally perfect..masih banyak lg benda aku perlu belajar dalam agama ni sebenarnya..who knows,one day in the future,if I have a family,then I’l know how to guide my family by His teachings.

ü Lurus bendul???oh pls la..i do BREAK the rules..n yeahh,I don’t want to stick with the rules that I feel doesn’t make sense at all.hehe..

ü High class???tersangatla tidak..satu lagi yang penting,AKU BUKAN ANAK ORANG KAYA.aku dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang sederhana.cukup makan,cukup pakai,cukup kasih sayang.tu je..hehe..walaupun aku dibesarkan di bandar,takla bermaksud aku orang yang mementingkan status,brand.. hehe.n one more thing,my EOS550d bukan my dad yang belikan.semua tu duit sendiri because my dad said to me,if that’s your passion,go on as long as u didnt burden yourself..so kumpul punya kumpul,tercapai jugak la hasrat aku untuk ada DSLR n SPEEDLIGHT sendiri.

P/S: Kesimpulannya,berdasarkan huraian di atas (macam buat esei la pulak)….hahaha..dont judge a book by its cover…

Kepada kawan-kawan yang belum dan sedang mengenali aku, buangkanlah rasa takut untuk mendekati aku hanya sebab korang ingat aku ni SKEMA,BUDAK PANDAI,ALIM,LURUS BENDUL & HIGH CLASS.aku tak seperti yang disangka dan aku suka berkawan dengan sapa2 jak…aku tak memilih dalam bab berkawan.as long as ikhlas,I’ve no problem with u..hehe..n for sure,i still have lotsa things to be learned..SETIAP MANUSIA ADA KELEBIHAN n KEKURANGAN MASING-MASING…

and kepada kawan-kawan rapat aku,they know who is the REAL Beatrice.thanks for your understanding.u know who u r.. :D :D :D

Till then,peace no war!


Saturday, May 7, 2011

IBU,engkaulah ratu hatiku.


No words can describe how deep is my love for u,mum..
Yes,u mean a lot to me ^^
Have a blessed mother's day!


Special post to JHOWIEZACHEUS JOHN!

It's not a joke..n im not joking.
This post is about Jhowiezacheus John, seorang lelaki Limbang, berusia 22 years (yg penting,aku muda setahun gk dr nya..haha)
pssttt.y i chose him to be the main story of my post today??
dijadikan cerita,this morning,my rumate bukak her blog.then she shouted my name..
trus,apa lg,aku pn laju la tengok what's on her laptop?
then i saw a GREAT drawing,a picture of me with my rumate,drawn by JHOWIEZACHEUS JOHN.
seriously,i felt touched by his drawing.though it's just a quick sketch,but it really impressed me...ermm,u know,when someone appreciated u in his drawing,mmg terharu la sgt2..yerrr.

So,here's a candid shot of him.seorang jejaka yang dilahirkan dengan bakat bermain alat muzik,pandai melukis,a great teacher to-be n a gud bro too...(tk bukan bodek aa,ikhlas dr hati.haha)
pesanan jhowie: mun takorg mok nya lukis gambar takorg,rajin2 la mlawat blog nya..hehe..


HELLO,HELLO AGAIN~

assignments?DONE!
courseworks?DONE!
folio?kira DONE la..hahaha.
EXAM?coming soon.huh...angol eh.
seriously,exam kali tk nang menakutkan.hopefully,i can pass my PHYSICS paper.Amen!

Here's some of my pictures taken sepanjang ke'busy'an ku..enjoy!

kata orang,sikit2,lama2 jd bukit..start to save even a lil today,because it might be useful in the future!

FOOD loves me.n I love FOOD too.that's how LOVE should be.LOVE EACH OTHER ^^

Watermelon seeds..dare to eat it??

Till then,c ya!