controversy!

this pic became a controversy when i uploaded it in my FB..

btw,HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND..

lots of my frens n relatives were asking for clarification...

n again,i said DIA BUKAN BOYFRIEND SAYA..

hahaha...

his name is CARL SHERMAN RIGAR..

d one that i mentioned in my post before.this pic was taken when i went for outing with him n another brother EPPI RIGAR..

they are my brothers,but not biologically~~~

P/S: i'm single by choice and i will continue to be till i meet someone that God has prepared for me.

exactly one year!

haha..again,my post about heart n feeling...

some of u might be saying that im emotional..yes,i admitted that im a bit emotional this few days..too many things burdened my mind n heart..

26th july.exactly one year being a SINGLE woman

(i called myself a woman since i turned 21 already..haha)

n yeahhh,no doubt,i'd go through a tough year...

too many things happened in this one year experience..

i was closed to one of my so-called bestfriend..hm...but i dunno how i shud acknowledge him now??is he really a true friend after what he had done to me???

let God judge him..

the story began..

mula2,geng biasa jak..then makin lama,makin rapat..

i listened to his stories and he listened to mine n i really put my trust in him...

n we were so closed that i dint expect it to happen the other way round..

i dunno why shud he betrayed our friendship..

he promised me lots of things...

but now,he BROKE it..

a year passed...

i wonder why he changed in a sudden...

goshhhhh..i felt like my heart had broken into pieces..

too many scars i guess...

but after all,i forgive u..u actually taught me the meaning of life...

because of this incident,i felt like i've wasted a year in my life..i got to know with the wrong person n it was the biggest mistake i've made..

n terus terang,aku dah FOBIA gilak2 mok bercinta gik.

P/S: this post doesnt mean to humiliate anyone but it's just a sharing so that we can be more careful in our relationship..jangan terlalu mudah percaya..

KEPADA SEMUA INSAN DI MUKA BUMI INI,

JANGANLAH MEMBERI HARAPAN ANDAI DIRI TIDAK MAMPU MELAKUKANNYA..

JANGAN BERJANJI ANDAI DIRI TIDAK PUNYA KUDRAT UNTUK MENUNAIKANNYA..

JANGAN MENIPU KERANA SUATU HARI NANTI ANDA AKAN DITIPU LEBIH DARIPADA ITU..

JANGAN TAMAK..remember this,never leave someone good to see if you can find better..because when you realize you already had the best, you will find that the best found better..

HARGAI CINTA, HARGAI WANITA.

sekian, dari insan yang sering disakiti...

mungkin mulut sering ketawa, tapi hati penuh derita~~~

Matang Wildlife Centre!

LOVE is in the air~

7 July has just passed away...

means,i turned 21 years n 4 days already.haha.gettin older n smaller i guess..??//

haha..

lotsa wishes, presents n text messages from family, relatives n frens..appreciated it a lot..a bit touched by all those gifts.THANK YOU n I LOVE U ALL..

on that exact date too,lotsa events took place.CONVOCATION DAY for KPLI.n i was assigned to be under AJK Gambar.wowwww,what a great experience.thanks IPTAR for giving me such opportunity to work with Catalia Creative Sdn Bhd.i learned many thgs about photography,lg2 psal studio photography..n yg plg best,dapat pegang camera yg bermacam2 jenis...at the end of the convocation,we built up 4 studio at the hall..abis jak task tu,it's our turn to be the photographer n the model..mmg best lah sgt2.peluang sekali seumur hidup.

terima kasih kepada Encik Fadhli, Cikgu Rosman, Abg Abul, Abg Iz, Kak Fiza n kakak2 CC yg len..seronok sgt dpt kenal dgn korang...n time kaseh sbb ajar ktorg yg msh amateur ni.haha.

Last Saturday, i went for an outing with my two beloved brothers,EPPI n CARL..

not biological brother actly..we went for movie, dinner n lepak2ing~

that was fun n i cherished the day a lot.

thanks for the birthday treat brothers.i love you both..

n now,i am looking forward to Malam Gawai this coming friday.a bz week i guess since i was selected as one of the AJK.n my KKBI class trip to Matang Wildlife n SamaJaya on the same day..duhhh..

a bit sad,coz mum n dad were bz with their works.mum bz working full swing shift this two weeks n dad was the same too.they'l b a bit free only after 19 July.n mum promised me to celebrate my bday celebration at the end of this month.thank you so much :))

till then,off to recess.HUNGRY. :P