Wednesday, July 27, 2011

exactly one year!

haha..again,my post about heart n feeling...
some of u might be saying that im emotional..yes,i admitted that im a bit emotional this few days..too many things burdened my mind n heart..

26th july.exactly one year being a SINGLE woman
(i called myself a woman since i turned 21 already..haha)
n yeahhh,no doubt,i'd go through a tough year...
too many things happened in this one year experience..
i was closed to one of my so-called bestfriend..hm...but i dunno how i shud acknowledge him now??is he really a true friend after what he had done to me???
let God judge him..

the story began..
mula2,geng biasa jak..then makin lama,makin rapat..
i listened to his stories and he listened to mine n i really put my trust in him...
n we were so closed that i dint expect it to happen the other way round..
i dunno why shud he betrayed our friendship..
he promised me lots of things...
but now,he BROKE it..
a year passed...
i wonder why he changed in a sudden...
goshhhhh..i felt like my heart had broken into pieces..
too many scars i guess...
but after all,i forgive u..u actually taught me the meaning of life...

because of this incident,i felt like i've wasted a year in my life..i got to know with the wrong person n it was the biggest mistake i've made..
n terus terang,aku dah FOBIA gilak2 mok bercinta gik.

P/S: this post doesnt mean to humiliate anyone but it's just a sharing so that we can be more careful in our relationship..jangan terlalu mudah percaya..

KEPADA SEMUA INSAN DI MUKA BUMI INI,
JANGANLAH MEMBERI HARAPAN ANDAI DIRI TIDAK MAMPU MELAKUKANNYA..

JANGAN BERJANJI ANDAI DIRI TIDAK PUNYA KUDRAT UNTUK MENUNAIKANNYA..

JANGAN MENIPU KERANA SUATU HARI NANTI ANDA AKAN DITIPU LEBIH DARIPADA ITU..

JANGAN TAMAK..remember this,never leave someone good to see if you can find better..because when you realize you already had the best, you will find that the best found better..

HARGAI CINTA, HARGAI WANITA.

sekian, dari insan yang sering disakiti...
mungkin mulut sering ketawa, tapi hati penuh derita~~~


2 comments:

coLyn said...

seriously, i hope u'll find ur mr.right soon mie...

But I think God had something good in store for you. So, just wait. :)

God bless you!

God's Princess said...

soon?entahla colyn..
mcm tidak ow..haha.. XP

yup,im waiting but i didnt put high expectation on it.

itula,bila sa tingu kwn2 sa sama dorg punya kapel,adala ckit2 jeles tapi apa mau buat,teda jdoh org bilang..

God bless u too!